It is hard to Imagine

Less than a year ago I was in another province living another life. Now I find myself here in Vancouver doing all the things I planned to do and still experiencing that same degree of dis-satisfaction with it all. I guess when you change locations you don't necessarily change the scenery. Although the scenery is something else here all the elements of my life, and who I am just changed location. We struggle to control the inner termoil by changing our environment, thinkng that in some way we can tame that thing inside of us that seeks to make us unhappy despite getting what we say we want it really is how we feel about ourselves that in the end desides our destiny.